Reflections In A Window

Today, I found myself looking at my reflection in the window of my van.

I absolutely hated what I saw.

Why is losing weight, eating right, etc so fucking hard to do?

I know what to do. I know what needs to be done. But do I actually do it? Nope.

I hate myself. I hate my reflection. I hate seeing what I see every time I look down, look in the mirror, look at a picture.

Yet, I do nothing. I start, I stop. I always have my excuses.

It’s not good enough anymore.

Something has to give. I have to stop hating my reflection.

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One thought on “Reflections In A Window

  1. You know what needs to be done and when you’re ready, really ready, you’ll do it. In the meantime, you need to give my friend a break. Because the truth is, the more you sink into this hatred of yourself the longer it’ll take you to stand up for you and do what needs to be done.

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